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When we were children, our parents imposed upon us their expectations that we should be become like them, live our lives fitting into those same prison walls of limiting beliefs that had been imposed on them by their parents. In general, this expectation is also imposed on every child by the society in which it becomes indoctrinated. So, there’s plenty of opportunities for abuse to occur and for traumatic emotional implosion to take place.

With Spirit’s help, we get rid of this cursed energy, so we can express our Birth Right Life Potential and the complete manifestation of Spirit’s purpose for creating us!

Listen to Tom and speak along, adding your voice with his. May not work on all devices.

Today’s session is something that I’m pretty sure most of you have gone through, to some degree or another. I know I certainly did, when I was growing up.

On the slide presentation here, I’m showing what the Normal Human Growth and Development Curve is, 

with regards to becoming aware of and developing skills from the beginning of first finding out about what is expected of you to develop these skills, and the actual achievement of expertise.

And it’s compared with what is expected of us as children by our parents and the society in which we live.

They’re remarkably different curves. The one that is normal, the one that is supported and encouraging, the one that has compassion associated with it, 

and the one which is based upon knowledge of what it really requires in order to develop a new skill, is of course much more shallow than the one that is expected of us.

And unfortunately, because of stress patterns associated with achieving and getting things done and accomplishing the goals and linear time frame, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera, 

what gets actually imposed upon us is something more along the lines of a vertical expectation pattern that we would after only just a few moments of exposure to a brand new pattern of behavior, 

we should be able to somehow almost be perfect at it, and on some level be acting in the same functional range as an adult.

So what was done to me, when I was a child, and I’m assuming for most people, is that I was given instructions on how to do something, and if I didn’t perform it to the liking of my father particularly, 

then the instructions were repeated exactly the way they were delivered the first time, but only louder.

And then if I still didn’t understand it, then it was more along the lines of yelling at me. And then if I still didn’t understand it, and I started probably crying, by that point in time, then hands go up in the air ‘I’m frustrated with you.’

and just walk away and leave you alone standing there feeling like a total failure.

That’s the kind of behavior that some parents – and I’m not saying all, but some parents, and probably a great many of them – imposed upon their children in order to learn new things.

And of course as a small child, specifically as an infant, everything that you learn is new.  

So, there’s plenty of opportunity from parents who are not prepared to be compassionate with their infants and toddlers and young children, because they’ve been themselves abused in this same fashion,

there’s plenty of opportunities for abuse to occur and for traumatic emotional implosion to take place.

Again, I’m showing a slide here that is of the Normal Human Growth & Development Curve.  And when I say that, I mean, this is smoothed out.  

Yes, there’s probably ups and downs and it could be more peaks and valleys within the general curve, but why bother with all of that detail when the reality is that the general concept is it’s relatively shallow in the beginning for a period of time, 

and then it gradually moves up into what they call the exponential phase of growth, and it stays in that exponential phase of growth until it starts leveling off.  

And it takes a while for it to level off, until you’ve reached basically your potential level of expertise in whatever that is, that we’re talking about, whatever skill set that we’re trying to learn, that we’re tracking.

That’s the norm.  And then of course what the red line is (that’s the blue line that I just described), 

what the red line is, is what is EXPECTED of us as children by our parents and our society in order to fit into a deadline-oriented ‘have to get it done’ (so that you’re not slower than other people) society, so that you’re efficient.  

It doesn’t matter whether you want to go really, really deep into the subject and learn it really, really well. You could be learning it on a level that no one could comprehend, but that doesn’t matter, because you’re still too slow.

Okay, well, sometimes it’s better to be slow and learn it really, really deeply than it is to be fast and just get a surface level understanding of things.  

And that’s not very well understood when you’ve got someone standing off to the side judging you as to whether or not you’re doing it fast enough.

It makes you feel insecure and inadequate and self-conscious and like you have to perform according to what someone else’s level of expectation is.

That was the trauma that I grew up with, but in working with people over 27 years, I know that a lot of people have grown up with that same kind of traumatic event.  

And so I learned that that’s actually a form of insanity, to expect someone to become perfect at something, within the first set of instructions on how to do it.  

It basically is a socially acceptable form of insanity. And a lot of children are damaged by it. And of course those children that are damaged by it grow up to be damaged adults, people who have anxiety, performance anxiety.

Because what’s expected of you is too fast, too soon, too abrupt, not enough depth, not in accordance with the way you need to do it, and in accordance with the way you learn how to do things.

Oh they’ve done a lot of really wonderful stuff within the time frame since I grew up, where they actually recognize that there’s people who have different learning capacities, different learning styles, 

according to this and that, and tendencies and propensities for certain things, and so there’s a whole lot of understanding that helps, but yet still, we’re living a third-dimensional linear time frame reality, 

and there’s still the deadline of pressure to do things in accordance with how long it’s supposed to take you instead of how long it does take you.

So there’s this whole damage that has occurred with people of my age and even younger children, and even children that grow up even today are still being exposed to this ongoing cycle of abuse and violation.

So we’re going to do something about that today, because it’s just really, frankly, not okay.  First of all it involves the perpetrator of the abuses being totally back brain.

We’ve looked at this slide before, where we’re talking about the duplicity within man, where we’ve got the family in upper right, of course is representative of the kind of experience that one has when they’re in the frontal cortex.

The pre-frontal cortex basically is how you connect with the calm and peace and joy and bliss that is within the super-consciousness and the contemplative brain is what I like to refer to it as, 

because you can actually conceive of more than one thing at a time, you can see a bigger picture, that you can perceive of what used to be, what is and what can be in the future all simultaneously.  

And so things are much easier to deal with than the high-pressured microsecond processing chip that’s associated with these people down here in the lower left, that are screaming and yelling at each other, 

probably because they were expected to perform according to unlandish expectations by their parents and society, and now they’re just like abusing each other because of the stress pattern.

So anyway, that’s what we’re going to deal with, that’s what we’re going to take care of.

Now, there’s people who are probably going to be involved in this that have no idea, maybe it’s the first time to ever experience this process.

Open Into The Creative Matrix Of The Universe™ - Rev. Tom Hudson

We’re going to unwind our energy field.  We’re going to unwind, decompress and expand the energies within our being, that are associated with this traumatic process that we’ve been through.

Because when you actually exist in a contractile state of being, that’s where all of the fear, that’s where all the trauma, that’s where all of the remembrance of what that event was like,

and it’s stored inside of you within the connective tissues, but also within your energetic bodies, it can be stored in a contractile state of being.

Just like when the DNA is protecting itself from free radicals, it is not being replicated or transcribed, it’s not participating in giving the instructions, active instructions for the cell to be active and do what it’s supposed to do.

Well, in our state of being, as a contracted individual because of the trauma, we are not sending the message out to the Creative Matrix of the Universe, to create the life that we were intended to create.

And so we actually send out the message of fear and all kinds of other negatively experienced energies.

And that’s what the Creative Matrix of the Universe replicates in our lives, which of course is what we call ‘Wake-Up Calls’ to perceive what it is that’s going on within our energy field.

Diagram showing the 7 Concentric Resonant Bands™ superimposed top down on the body

That’s what we’re doing here today, we’re expanding our energy field. And we’re going to expand our energy field within these 7 Concentric Bands, 7 Concentric Resonant Bands of Energy.

And other things – and I’m not going to spend too much time with this – those bands are actually cylinders. But so you have kind of an idea as to what we’re working with.

And those bands, those cylinders actually interface with the horizontal chakra lotus.  

This whole energetic structure of your being is what we’re going to be cleaning out from all of this contractile garbage that has been imposed and absorbed by us in order for us to actually live within this abuse scenario and to not stick out like a sore thumb,

and so that we fit in, we just took this garbage into our beings and accumulated it around us so that we were like everyone else.

Well, we’re going to get rid of all of that stuff cause it’s just time, I guess.

Open Into The Creative Matrix Of The Universe™ - Rev. Tom Hudson

And this is called the Awakened Expansion Protocol.  

What I want you to do is move along with me, engage fully, verbally as best as you can.  I try to leave space and time for people to follow along, but I’ll apologize in advance, sometimes I get a little passionate and don’t.  

But verbally engage and when I ask you to, physically pull energy out of you, do that, because that’s going to provide you with the optimum experience.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, please show me all of the contractile energy associated with this cycle of abuse, this totally unrealistic expectation pattern of growth and development of becoming that which someone else expects us to be, 

or expects us to learn within the time frame that is imposed upon us, which is not in accordance with our giftedness, 

which is too fast, which is high stressed, which is filled with judgment and condemnation and disdain for not being good enough to fulfill the other person’s expectation.  

Spirit, please show me all of this contractile energy that I have experienced throughout all of my life and that has been projected at me by others and imposed upon me;

and please show me all of this contractile energy that because of feeling intimidated, I absorbed into my being in order to fit in, and be like everyone else,

in order to not stick out, in order to not be different so that I would not be persecuted or punished or ridiculed any more than I already was being.  

Spirit, please show me all of this contractile energy. Also that because of my participation, I projected out at others and continued this cycle of abuse.  

Spirit please show me all of this contractile energy that I have experienced and participated in, throughout all of this lifetime, throughout all of my lifetimes.

And as it has been passed down to me by the distorted and corrupted vibrational state of my genetic lineage of my ancestors.  

Spirit, please show me all of this contractile energy on all levels of awareness as it occurs within my Central Core Chamber, within all of my 7 Concentric Bands, within all aspects of my Chakra System,

within all of my physical and energetic bodies as I have allowed it to accumulate within my personal environmental space, and also that energy which is currently and actively being projected at me from external environmental sources.  

Spirit, please show me all of this contractile energy. Show it to me now as a holographic image in front of me.”

So now it’s really important that you focus your attention, your awareness into the space in front of you. It’s absolutely critical in order to move forward in the process, doing this is what establishes the authority for the rest of it.

So, whatever it is you perceive, doesn’t matter, whatever it is you experience, makes no difference.  Whatever you can consciously be aware of, it doesn’t matter.   

Just focus your attention, your awareness into the space in front of you and just be aware of whatever it is that’s there.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, thank You for bringing all of this contractile energy to my awareness. I accept and embrace my full accountability for all of this energy. It is my freewill decision to decompress and expand all of it. Please do this for me now.”

So now go ahead and focus back into the space in front of you again, and you might notice that some of what was there is now gone. But the vast majority of it is still there.

The reason that it’s the way it is, is because that energy that is now gone, that is not part of the holographic image anymore, that was your energy and you had the authority to actually ask Spirit to do what it is you asked to expand this energy, and it left. 

That’s because you have the authority to ask it, that Spirit was able to do that for you. That means that all of this other stuff that’s still here, it’s not yours.  

It’s someone else’s, and you don’t have the authority to ask Spirit to change this energy, because that would be a violation of the other person who created this energy and projected it at you.  

So this energy that’s here is someone else’s garbage that was imposed upon you by them and you’ve been carrying it around with you.

Same as what I’m experiencing – someone else’s garbage. That I’ve been carrying around.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, I acknowledge all of this contractile energy as someone else’s cursed garbage energy. It’s cursed because it’s totally negative. There’s nothing positive about it.  Holding onto it has created a cursed reality for me.  

I’m not willing to participate in this anymore. I’ve changed my mind. If I were accountable for it, You would have already been able to decompress and expand it. 

And it’s still here. So I’m no longer willing to pretend that I can be responsible for this energy.  

So Spirit I’m going to give it all to You.”

Go ahead and grab this energy just in front of you and just reach in front of you, grab it, and lift it up away from you and hand it to Spirit.

Speak along with Tom:

“Here Spirit, take this energy from me now. It doesn’t belong here. It’s not mine. I can’t do anything with it because otherwise You would have already done what I asked. So I’m giving it all to you.  

Please disperse it all out into the ALL THAT IS, at its own level of buoyancy to the fulfillment of Your purpose and Your intention. Thank You Spirit.”

Now when you focus back into the holographic image, I’m absolutely positive you can perceive a shift in what was, compared to what is now.

But there’s still some stuff here. The next layer in is actually your energy which was holding onto all of that garbage from everyone else. So that’s what we’re going to deal with now.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, I acknowledge all of my own remaining contractile energy. It is my freewill decision to decompress and expand all of it also. Please do this for me now. Thank You, Spirit.”

Now if you focus into the holographic image then it’s gone instantly.  

In fact as soon as you asked it, it was gone because that’s the way Spirit works when you have authority to ask, when you have the authority to ask of your own energy, Spirit instantly does what you ask.

So now there’s still stuff here. And some of it is garbage coming in from the outside, being projected, actively projected at us.  

But there’s a bunch of it in the center, that’s what was absorbed into our beings, that we need to get rid of because we’re carrying it around inside of us, but again, it’s not our energy, it’s someone else’s energy that we took on in order to try to fit in.  

So that’s what we’re going to deal with, next.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, I acknowledge all of this contractile energy, this cursed energy”.

Diagram showing the 7 Concentric Resonant Bands™ superimposed top down on the body

And by the way I’m showing this for those people who want to see, the 7 Concentric Resonant Bands, probably important.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, I acknowledge all of this cursed energy that I absorbed into my being in order to fit in, in order to justify the abuse that was happening to me.  

And I created judgment interfaces out of it which distorted my perception of reality by compartmentalizing my experience of reality so that it wasn’t so threatening because I didn’t really get to experience how bad it was, because I was justifying it, validating it.  

No more. Not willing to do this anymore, Spirit. Spirit, please show me all of the contractile energy that is inside and outside of my Central Core Chamber. I acknowledge all of that, that is in between each of my 7 Concentric Resonant Bands.  

I acknowledge all of this energy within and around my Coronal Layer of my Higher Self band.  

I acknowledge all of the energy that is within my Chakra System that splits me into right and left halves, front and back halves and top and bottom halves.  

I acknowledge all of this energy. Someone else’s cursed energy and I’m no longer willing to participate with it.”

Okay now, I want you to grab this energetic structure, it’s very stable. All you have to do is, by your intention, just go ahead grab it, and lift it out of you and hand it over to Spirit.

Speak along with Tom:

“Here Spirit, take this from me now. I’m no longer willing to authorize its presence in my being. It needs to go. I’m rejecting it. I don’t care what people say. I’ve changed my mind.  

Take it from me now please, all of it and disperse it out into the ALL THAT IS at its own level of buoyancy to the fulfillment of Your purpose as is Your intention. Thank You, Spirit.”

Ok, good. Now as you focus back into the holographic image now, again, it’s changed dramatically. Stuff in the middle is gone and the stuff around it that was being projected at us is diminished,

because that garbage in the middle was allowing the external projection of stuff at us. Now we no longer have it inside of us, so now it’s not allowing that to happen anymore.  

But there still is some. And it’s coming in from the collective consciousness because there’s a whole lot of people who have bought into this behavior. 

The vast majority of humanity participates in this; and actually will defend it if you confront them on it, as though it’s a good thing.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, I acknowledge all of this contractile energy that is actively being projected at me and in some cases maliciously being projected at me, threateningly being projected at me, in an attempt to get me to concede and I refuse.  

I’m no longer willing to do this. I acknowledge this energy for what it is: worthless garbage. It has nothing to do with my life, it can provide no benefit for the fulfillment of my purpose, and I’m not willing to participate anymore.  

Spirit, it is my freewill decision to block all of this energy from reaching me.  

Please do this for me now so that all of this energy is spontaneously deflected away from me and please do this throughout all of this lifetime and throughout all of my lifetimes so that I’m no longer influenced by it. Thank You Spirit.”

Okay now when you focus into the holographic image or the space in front of you, there’s hardly any image left, if there is at all.

But I perceive that there’s still some garbage here. We’re going to do some final mop up of contractile energy that’s not really associated directly with this topic. But it’s still contractile so we want to get rid of as much as possible.

Speak along with Tom:

“Spirit, I acknowledge all of my remaining contractile energy no matter where it exists within my being, no matter what the topic is, makes no difference. If it’s contractile, I want it expanded.  

So decompress and expand all of my energy please, so that all of my energy interfaces and interacts within itself intimately, freely and actively, 

expanding into the Creative Matrix of the Universe to provide me with a full, complete and accurate perception of reality 

and a spontaneous realization of my Birth Right Life Potential and the complete manifestation of Your purpose for creating me.  

Spirit please fill me with conscious awareness of expansion so that I may fully embrace and embody Your intention of Your purpose for which You are creating me.  

Spirit please do this for me now, again throughout all of this lifetime, and all of my lifetimes 

and Spirit please share this opportunity to decompress and expand and heal from this cycle of abuse to anyone within the collective consciousness in any time frame, who chooses to participate. Thank You, Spirit.”

Marvelous. I love it. So much different than it was before when we started.

Okay, so we’re going to do a little bit more cleanup here, before we finish the group process. Get some of the emotional energy garbage that can be released now, out of the way.

E.A.S.E.™ – Expression of Associative Stress Energies™ Live Demo - cover art

Speak along with Tom:

“I release Battered and Sluggish / I am Inward Harmony and Serenity
I release Hurt and Embarrassed / I am Tuned-In and Fascinated
I release Betrayed and Conquered / I am Co-operative and Lucky
I release Condemned and Excluded / I am Glory and Brilliant

I release Self-Pity, Unsure, Rutted and Holding-Onto / I am Secure and Letting-Go
I release Non-Acknowledgement and Betrayal / I am Acknowledgment and Merciful
I release Shoved Down My Throat and Swallowed / I am Credible and Visible
I release Undermining, Whining and Disposable / I am Supported and Integral

I release Battered and Sluggish / I am Inward Harmony and Serenity
I release Hurt and Embarrassed / I am Tuned-In and Fascinated
I release Betrayed and Conquered / I am Co-operative and Lucky
I release Condemned and Excluded / I am Glory and Brilliant”

All right. With regards to the surface level cloud of emotional energy that got stirred up, that’s gone now.

Wasn’t that amazing?

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