Spiritual Paradigm Of Awakened Expansion - Rev. Tom Hudson

 

Today we’re going to be focusing on fear of rejection.

Excerpt Group Healing Call 2016-11-05

 

 

  1. Negative energy associated with the National ‘I Love You’ Day  (2:03.0-3:16.8)
  2. We ask Spirit to show us a holographic image of all the contractile energies involving hatred and rage  (41:28.3-47:07.5)
  3. We acknowledge the contractile energy, our accountability and request Spirit’s help with it (45:08.4-45:45.3)
  4. We see contractile energy & accountability that is not ours, we reject it, and give it to Spirit to take it   (45:48.0-48:22.8)
  5. We ask Spirit to decompress and expand our participating contractile energy   (48:30.1-49:20.1)
  6. Judgment interfaces – composed of the rejection of our fantasies   (49:20.1-53:32.5)
  7. Removal of these judgment interfaces (53:32.5-59:45.9)
  8. Final wrap up – asking Spirit to expand all of our energy   (59:45.9-1:01:49.8)

1. Negative energy associated with the National ‘I Love You’ Day   
(2:03.0-3:16.8)

2:03.0   Tom:  Hello everybody. 
Hello.
2:08.0   Tom:  Oh wow, I tell you what.  I knew, as soon as I woke up this morning, that there was going to be major crap to deal with.  It was horrible.  The energy just sucked.  And when Spirit told me what was coming up, I went ‘Oh yes, of course, that’s why!’  So … this whole thing is about rejection.  It’s … interesting, because it’s also interesting that it’s coming on this national ‘I Love You’ Day, where you get the opportunity to go out and tell everybody you love them, and get rejected.  <laughter>  Such an opportunity!  <laughter>
2:53.0   Tom:  So I took advantage of the opportunity, and I put it on my Facebook page, and everybody in all of the groups that I’m in, get a chance to reject me now, if they want to.  <laughter> 
3:07.6   Tom:  Okay … I thought I’d just challenge the moment, you know?  All right.   3:16.8   

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40:53.0   Okay, so again, what we’re dealing with, what we’re focusing on here, is fear of rejection.  So, that’s going to be the group process  41:11.3 

41:26.7   Okay, we’ll just dive right into it.    41:28.2

2.  We ask Spirit to show us a holographic image of all the contractile energies associated with the fear of rejection 
(41:28.3-47:07.5)

Follow along with Tom:

41:28.3   “Spirit, please show us all contractile energies that we have experienced throughout all of this lifetime, throughout all of our lifetimes, associated with the experience of rejection, associated with the projected fear of rejection, as being the person who has been rejected, who stepped out of their comfort zone, and was rejected by someone else and as being the person who rejected another.  The feeling of rejection does not equal the actual event of rejection.  The fear of rejection is based upon a loss of identity because someone didn’t want what you offered.  The experience of rejection is based on a loss of identity that’s linked somehow with the experience of you as a person being rejected rather than what you offered being rejected.  The person rejected a fantasy of yours, you rejected a fantasy of someone else’s.  The energy that goes along with that, all of the contractile energies associated with the experience of rejection. 

44:11.7   “Spirit, please bring all of this energy into a holographic image that represents those energies, those contractile energies,  as they occur within our Central Core Chamber, our 7 Concentric Bands, our physical and all of our energy bodies and accumulated within our personal environmental space.  Please show all of this contractile energy to us now.  Thank You.”   45:07.5

3.  We acknowledge the contractile energy, our accountability and request Spirit’s help with it
(45:08.4-45:45.3)

Follow along with Tom:

45:08.4   “Spirit, I acknowledge all of this contractile energy.  I accept and embrace my full accountability for all of it. It is my freewill decision to decompress and expand all of this energy.  Please do this for me now.  Thank You.”   45:45.3

4.  We see contractile energy & accountability that is not ours, we reject it, and give it to Spirit to take it   
(45:48.0-48:22.8)

45:48.0   As usual, large portions of this energy have dissipated.  And there’s even larger portions of the energy that still remains.  So, we’re focusing on what is left.

Follow along with Tom:

46:06.6   “Spirit, I acknowledge all of the remaining contractile energy as cursed energy.  It is not mine, it is not me.  It does not come from me. I am not accountable for it, nor do I have authority over it, because if I did, You would have decompressed and expanded it, and it is still here, so You didn’t.  So, therefore I don’t have authority over this, nor do I have responsibility for it.  I took on the fantasy that somehow I was responsible for this garbage because that’s what everybody trained me to do, that’s what I was taught to do so that I would fit into society.  I’m not willing to participate in this fantasy anymore.  It’s their fantasy.  I reject it.  I reject all of this energy.  I reject responsibility for this energy.  It has nothing to do with me.  The only responsible thing I can do is give it to You, so take it, take all of it away from me, please.  Disperse all of it out into the ALL THAT IS at its own level of buoyancy to the fulfillment of Your purpose as it is Your intention.  Thank you.”  48:22.8

5.  We ask Spirit to decompress and expand our participating contractile energy   
(48:30.1-49:20.1)

48:30.1   Okay, now that’s … a lot better.  Looking back into the holographic image, there’s still quite a lot of stuff here.  So we’ll take care of the contractile energy that was participating in all of that cursed energy, but I have a feeling we’ve got some judgment interfaces and maybe some other stuff going on here. 

Follow along with Tom:

48:56.1   “Spirit, I acknowledge all of the remaining contractile energy.  It is my freewill decision to decompress and expand all of it.  Please do this for me now.  Thank You.” 

6.  Judgment interfaces – composed of the rejection of our fantasies   
(49:20.1-53:32.5)

49:20.1   So all of that’s gone, but there’s – it’s a much clearer picture now.  There’s quite a bit of stuff here, that we can get rid of, because as I was saying earlier, this fear of rejection,

it really is not even real.  Or at least it’s not what we think it is.  We offer something to someone, and they say No.  And we take it on as though they’re saying, that we are unacceptable.  That’s a connection, that’s a link that gets made somewhere along the line, that has to do with we offered them more than what it is that we offered them.  We filled in some kind of a link between what we said, and what they rejected, that made us feel bad about what it is that they actually said No to, and that’s what we’ve been taught to do, so that we would be as hurt and upset, damaged by a person saying No, as everyone that we were raised by, and everyone we lived around in society in general, and the collective consciousness of humanity, it’s a fantasy, that we don’t need to participate in anymore. 

51:05.0   Okay, so these judgment interfaces, that’s what they’re all about.  We absorbed this garbage energy into our beings so that we could be somehow validated in our fear, because this person rejected a fantasy. 

51:26.5   Now, as I’m thinking about it, now, it’s totally insane.  So, that’s good.  We’re getting there.

51:38.1   There’s judgment interfaces, ten of them.  All of the judgment interfaces that are possible, but one that separates down the middle, which – turns it into a gender issue.  Plus there’s the garbage in the middle of the Central Core.

52:13.4   We’re going to remove the garbage in the middle of the Central Core first.

Follow along with Tom:

52:18.2   “Spirit, I acknowledge all of this contractile energy within my Central Core.  I’m not willing to participate in this anymore.  I’m giving it to you.”

52:42.8   This goes up through the top of your head.

Follow along with Tom:

52:47.1   “I’m giving it to you, Spirit.  It’s just garbage.  I’m not willing to live with the perception of this fantasy as though it’s real.  Thank You.”

53:11.8   Now, I just found out that they can all be removed simultaneously from this point forward, with the exception of the gender one.  That has to be released separate, because that’s going down into the planet, with all the rest of them are going up. 

7.  Removal of these judgment interfaces
(53:32.5-59:45.9)

Rev. Tom Hudson

53:32.5   And so these judgment interfaces are between the Central Core and the Essential, the Essential and the Physiological, the Physiological and the Emotional, the Emotional and the Mental, the Mental and the Band of Heart’s Desire, the Band of Heart’s Desire and the Soul, the Soul and the Higher Self, and outside of the Coronal Layer, there’s a judgment interface that’s actually surrounding everything.  It’s dulling the external … Those are the eight that we’re going to remove.  We already removed one from the middle.  We’re going to remove all of those now.

Follow along with Tom:

54:28:5   “Spirit, I’m no longer willing to perceive this compartmentalized reality as real.  It’s a fantasy.  It’s a bad dream.  It doesn’t have anything to do with what’s really going on.  All of this energy teaches us to be timid.  All of this energy teaches us to be afraid, to put out there, what it is what we want, to put it out on the table and just say here it is, this is what I want.  It teaches us to attach hidden agendas to what we want, and not tell people about them, and then when what is actually rejected, is rejected, we are hurt because that hidden agenda is also rejected, but we never put it on the table.” 

55:41.1   “I’m not willing to live that lie anymore.  If I want something on the table, I’ll put it on the table, for everybody to see.  If I don’t want to put it on the table, then I’m not going to be hurt by something that’s not rejected, because it was a fantasy.  I won’t play the game any longer.  Spirit, take all of this garbage energy from between all of my 7 Concentric Bands, and surrounding my Coronal Layer.  Remove all of it.  Remove all of it now, please.  I’m not accountable for this, I’m not responsible for this.  I’m giving it to You, as the only act of responsibility I can take.  Take it please, now.”

56:43.2   There we go.

Follow along with Tom:

56:46.3   “And disperse all of this garbage out into the ALL THAT IS at its own level of buoyancy, to the fulfillment of Your purpose, as it is Your intention.  Thank You.”

57:19.5   The only one that’s left now is the gender separation, the plane that actually splits male and female genders, so that we can somehow pretend that we’re not the same, so that we can somehow pretend that we don’t want the same things, that we can somehow pretend that this person is going to reject us just because they’re different than us. 

Follow along with Tom:

57:51.2   “I’m not willing to participate in that anymore either, Spirit.  So please take this gender separation judgment interface, take it from me now and get rid of it.  It’s garbage, it’s waste.  I only took it on to fit into an insanely distorted view of reality.  I choose to perceive reality as it truly is now, without it, without all of these lies, without this distorted view of insanity.  Take it.  <There we go.>  Thank You.”

58:55.4   Now, looking back into the holographic image.  Oh yes.  Very different.

59:04.4   Okay, there’s really nothing else left in here.  And surprisingly, there’s no projections.  But I’m assuming that the projections that I thought were there before, have all gone, because we’re not willing to participate in it, there’s no judgment interfaces left, and all of those projections that I felt before can no longer reach us, because we are not participating.  Hallelujah.  Because it’s clean now.  I’m not getting anything. 

8.  Final wrap up – asking Spirit to expand all of our energy   
(59:45.9-1:01:49.8)

59:45.9   Now we’re going to do a final wrap up though.

Follow along with Tom:

59:49.8   “Spirit, please expand all of our energy.  Please expand all of my energy, no matter what the focus, it doesn’t matter.  If it’s mine, expand it.  I don’t want any contractile energy at all, so that it interfaces intimately, freely and actively expanding into the Creative Matrix of the Universe to bring about the full realization of my Birth Right Life Potential and the complete manifestation of the purpose for which You created me – Your purpose for which You created me.  Please fulfill Your purpose in me without fear of rejection.  Spirit, please fill me with the conscious awareness of my expansion-oriented energies, to the fulfillment of my being and the purpose for which You created me.  Thank You.”  1:01:35.5

1:01:39.1   Okay.  Wow that was actually quite a bit different than I had anticipated.  It just … evolved as we went along.  1:01:49.8


For additional information on what to expect from the group style healing process, please visit this previously posted article, https://revtomhudson.com/the-benefits-and-limitations-of-the-group-healing-call-venue/